Бесплатный фрагмент - Reclaiming Your Power. Cleansing and Transformation

Acknowledgments

“I thank God and His Universe for the path that I am going through, for the experience that is not always simple and pleasant, but mine. All the gifts that I find within myself, and all that I discover during this incredible life adventure — I owe it all to the support and love of the angels and higher powers. I’m so grateful to all the amazing masters, guides, and teachers I’ve met on this incredible journey. To my parents, who always showered me with so much love! To my children, who confidently carry their light. To our beloved souls, with whom we are eternally united!”

Who is this book for?

“… I have always divided humanity into two parts. There are people-gardens and people-at-homes. These people carry their house with them everywhere, and you suffocate within their four walls. You have to chat with them in order to break the silence. Silence in houses is painful. But in gardens they walk. There you can be silent and breathe the air. There you feel at ease. And happy finds spontaneously appear in front of you. There is no need to look for anything. Here is a butterfly, here is a beetle, here’s a firefly. Nothing is known about the firefly civilization…” (Antoine de Saint-Exupéry “From a letter to Madame François de Rose, Sardinia, May 1944.”)

The world has changed, and it’s an exciting time to be alive! It was as if people began to wake up from sleep, to awaken! Transition is a topic that’s on everyone’s mind these days, and for good reason! It’s a fascinating concept that has a lot of potential.

The vibrations of the planet are increasing every year, as scientists have recorded. The so-called Schumann resonance, which shows electromagnetic waves between the Earth’s surface and the ionosphere, records an incredible increase in the average frequency to 40 Hz over 20 years. You can observe changes in the Schumann resonance every day in the online scoreboard, with noticeable changes occurring on such important dates as equinoxes, solstices, and other significant points. And this is no coincidence, but a perfect harmony with the unique rhythms of our planet. Regular strong flares on the sun also affect the planet and its inhabitants at all levels, from the physical body to the mental state. People with developed sensitivity are in for a treat! They observe these increases in vibration. Those who have not yet learned to track energies simply notice changes on the external plane, in the world, like changes in eras. It’s as if one system is changing to another!

It opens doors to new energies, and we’re starting to see all kinds of amazing realities and spaces on Earth. We’re finally free from the need to suffer, survive, defend ourselves, and work nonstop to prove our worth to others. These new energies are incredible opportunities to live with our hearts, not with social restrictions. One thrilling example of this change is the rise of the gig economy, which has opened a new world of opportunities for hiring independent contractors, employees, and freelancers. The sharing economy has also sparked a new era of shared consumption, challenging the traditional idea of sole ownership. The wonderful news is that owning a thing or lifelong employment may not be mandatory, and they are not necessarily indicators of happiness and inner freedom.

You’re eager to embrace a new way of living, one that’s fresh and modern. Those old settings, principles, templates, and scenarios just don’t cut it anymore. Have you already tried everything? Personal growth training, retreats, meditation, and psychotherapy? If you’re looking for a change, then you’re in luck! There are new, exciting formats that can help you find the answers you’ve been looking for.

Here’s a thrilling idea: how about living by something new? You don’t know what it is yet, but you’re eager for the adventure of change! Sometimes, you realize you’re having a dream within a dream, and you can’t wait to see what happens next! It’s incredible how you start to see the illusory nature of everything that’s happening, like a hologram on a screen!

A global transformation is taking place in your life right now, and it’s an incredible opportunity to start building something completely new. For example, you may be experiencing financial difficulties, dismissal from your job, divorce, the collapse of hopes or plans, or leaving friends and relatives. It’s like something out of a fairy tale! A crystal castle surrounded by crumbling ruins — what a sight to behold!

It’s like the whole world is conspiring to push your limits, and your life is undergoing a thrilling transformation. This can feel very unpleasant and painful, like a state of zeroing, complete deformation of your life, heaviness and depression. It’s incredible how every little thing can be a catalyst for change! Whether it’s a bold word, a glance, or a minor setback in your day, it’s all part of the journey towards growth and self-discovery. All these people and events are “great teachers” for you! They’re constantly signaling that it’s time to wake up, and you’re just about to step into the most exciting phase of your life!

This is a thrilling sign that exciting changes and new awareness are on the way in your life!

It’s time to return to yourself and get to know your soul!

About the book

“No one will understand what we said or wrote until he begins to think for himself, until he discovers it all on his own and awakens.” (Viktor Frankl, “Synchronization at Birkenwald”).

In times of change, global restructuring, and transformation, this book will be your guide when you’re ready to embrace something new and exciting!

This book is a treasure trove of insights, far from the “magic pill” we often seek from external sources. But rather, the one who can make friends with you and turn into your guide or assistant! He will help you recall and open incredible possibilities of light and resources of the Soul inherent in each of us at birth. Embrace your inner strength and find the support within yourself. Don’t rely on external solutions that might not offer lasting solutions.

Take a step forward into a new world of observation, where you’ll discover the beauty of life and the state in which you find yourself most often. It’s a journey of gentle, safe, and environmentally friendly steps, each one leading you closer to a more enlightened state of being. Behind the events that you live and the reality that surrounds you is an incredible opportunity to create and grow! It’s packed with practical exercises that blend psychology, soul knowledge, and energy practices. Get ready for a journey of self-discovery and inner peace! By following the step-by-step instructions and examples, you’ll discover the secrets to achieving balance, tranquility, and a sense of calm within your body. Get ready to embark on a transformative journey of cleansing, harmonizing, and balancing your subtle bodies! And you’ll be amazed at the result: you’ll gain contact with yourself and hear your own soul! Remember your purpose, take your own path, and realize your potential!

Anyone who shows intention and desire is capable of waking up, awakening, and turning on. It’s truly incredible how many opportunities are now available to help people break free from their old habits and rethink their understanding of life and their role in it. There are so many resources out there, including information, teachers, master’s programs, and guides, just waiting to help people tap into a new and exciting way of thinking. Old models of life are no longer working, which is an exciting change! People are finally realizing the illusory nature of the picture and reality that was imposed on them, the values that were forced on them, and the attitudes and patterns that they have accumulated throughout their lives.

The new energies of the Earth are here to help us! With gentle, persistent guidance, they lead us all towards a brighter, more connected future. This is a thrilling time as events on the planet intensify at all levels, from social to natural. It’s truly incredible to witness the immense cleansing processes occurring all around us right now. From the awe-inspiring power of earthquakes to the majestic spectacle of volcanic eruptions, nature is sending us a clear message: it’s time to turn on our awareness and return to ourselves.

Everything I’ve written in this book is based on my own experiences, both past and present. I pass information and approaches through myself, creating my own personal experience, citing exercises and tasks that can help, and only you can decide. Much of what is collected in this book is the result of automatic writing, which is fascinating! This is an incredible tool when what is written comes in a flow of connection with your Higher Self. I am so excited to share that I readily accept information during the practices of attunement and concentration!

I’m absolutely certain that everyone can connect with their soul, receive knowledge from their own source, and live with their heart when they come across this book. Here’s a great idea: practice, train, and test changes in your daily life, not in trainings, trips, or courses.

Expanding your consciousness, opening your heart, and filling yourself with love and light without conditions, without benefits, without demands, simply because “You are” — what a wonderful thing!

Prehistory

Let me start by sharing my personal story. In the year when that well-known virus was spreading, I started the next stage of transformation, just like everyone else in the world. I’d been doing energy practices for over 10 years by that time. I was into yoga, qigong, nail-standing, and meditation. I’m so excited to tell you about the initiation and dedication to become a Reiki Master (III degree). At first, I wasn’t planning on practicing in this area because I was working on totally different projects, such as business projects in human resources and consulting.

And then, out of the blue, I stumbled upon the book Journey of Souls by Michael Newton. And then, as if in a chain of events, you might find yourself feeling drawn to explore past lives and the answers that might be waiting for you there.

I was so lucky to find a guide who helped me enter a trance state to “view” my past lives. I found the guide in the same book that helped me find the first one. I remember how quickly I entered the flow, and how it carried me away. It was like pictures began to spin in front of my eyes. I was able to get all my current questions cleared up and received the answers I needed. For example, I saw my warrior personality in the past (and I wasn’t surprised that I always had so many masculine warrior energies). I moved around the world, going to different countries, and those were the ones that had drawn me unconsciously all my life (hello from my beloved past life as an Indian).

At the end of the session, I decided to ask a question about the current incarnation, namely, what task my Soul came with. I’d love to know: to what extent does what I do for work now (work in HR and business in this area) correspond to the task of the Soul? And I get one answer: “Cleansing” is the perfect way to relax and unwind.

Just wanted to let you know that this is pretty much how the Higher Powers usually respond to your questions. It’s not a specific answer, like you’d find in a dictionary or encyclopedia, which our mind is used to. There, it’s all clear instructions and steps of what to do. And something subtle, like a metaphor, an association, an image, or a more general concept that will reveal itself to you over time. You might be surprised to learn that sometimes such answers come not from our words, but from the sensations in our bodies.

I was so surprised that I couldn’t help but smile. I thought to myself, “What is this purpose anyway?” I have to admit, tidying has always come easily to me. No matter where I am, I start cleaning and washing. It’s just a part of who I am: I love having a clean and organized space. But purpose? What could it be? I’d love to help you build a network of cleaning services! I’m also available to work in a public bathhouse or cosmetology with facial procedures of the same name.

Over the past five years, so many things have happened that have taken me out of my usual reality. It’s been like an avalanche. And wouldn’t you know it? As I walk my path, I’m seeing how beautifully the pattern of my life trajectory is shaping up. I’m so excited to tell you about how the theme of this book came to be! It’s a story that reflects all the incredible moments and experiences that have shaped my journey.

The term “cleansing” now feels really meaningful to me, especially when I think about it as a way to purify and revitalize, both physically and energetically. It’s like taking off the layers of an onion, one by one, until you reach the heart of it.

The idea for this book came to me as an impulse while I was taking a walk in a pine forest, and I was able to write it in just a few months.

Why should I trust this information?

“Intuition is a sacred gift, the rational mind is its faithful servant. We have created a society that respects the servant and forgets the gift.” (Albert Einstein).

Any information that comes from outside, or even thoughts that pop up in your head, are great opportunities to check if they’re true and if they line up with your inner nature. This is what we call “synchronicity.” You ask, “How do I do this?”

It’s really quite simple. We all have our own way of knowing what’s right for us, and it’s something we can feel deep down inside. What’s most important is that this is an inner feeling. It’s something you can’t confuse with anything else. It comes straight from your heart.

There’s so much hidden in ourselves, and as we go through life, we unpack these memories, bit by bit. This is the beautiful knowledge of the Spirit, the Soul, and past lives. It’s everything we’ve already got. So, when we come across new information about the subtle world and spiritual development, we should check it with our inner vision of the Soul, as if passing it through our internal filter-prism. We shouldn’t look for logical conclusions from the series “prove it to me or demonstrate it right now, then I’ll believe it.”

Any subtle energy, everything that we can’t touch or feel, including spiritual knowledge, exists as the possibility of knowing it only through our own experience, passing information through ourselves. If you feel calm and accepting inside, and if there’s no resistance in your mind, then you’re in a great place to receive whatever information you need. Or are currently ready for it. It’s totally normal for things to become outdated or irrelevant over time. We grow and evolve, and that’s part of the journey. Any information that’s in sync with you right now is going to be really helpful and valuable for understanding and gaining new insights. If it doesn’t feel quite right anymore, it’s a sign that you’re growing and evolving. No need to worry, just let yourself go with the flow!

You can absolutely do this! With all the information and knowledge you have, you can trust your instincts. Let your inner feelings and intuition guide you in determining what is right for you. When we turn to our inner vision often, it’s like we’re strengthening our connection with our soul and reaching new heights of self-discovery.

But let’s think about it from a different perspective. To avoid getting lost in the maze of spiritual knowledge, it’s helpful to understand the standard catching programs that might come up in our minds as we read or watch educational spiritual content, or any esoteric theories and concepts:

— Pride and inspiration. You know that feeling of pride and inspiration when you feel like you’re exceptional, like you’re on top of the world? That’s what it’s like to be part of an exclusive group, where you have access to information that most people don’t. This immediately evokes feelings and thoughts: “Well, now I know for sure better than anyone. I’ll keep it to myself, I promise. I won’t tell anyone and I won’t share.” Or, on the other hand, it can bring up feelings like fear, anxiety, and tension when we feel like we’re not enough. “You’re not quite there yet, you’re missing this and that.” It’s all part of the same programs of comparison, evaluation, devaluation, or elevation of oneself. You know how it is when you compare different theories and teachers, or when you criticize others and look for those who are guilty and wrong? Well, it’s the same thing that happens in these situations. It’s not very nice to see people comparing one guru, master, or guide to another, especially when they’re making these bold claims and posting revealing articles or videos. While these formats are often met with enthusiasm and help boost views, they don’t always make sense in practice. This is how the comparison scenario and the hook for fear or pride manifests itself. This is usually how they like to “trade” various mental concepts of being chosen according to some group or national principles. They might, for example, delve into the theory of resentment and explain everything around it.

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— Focus on delay, on the future, the state of waiting “you still have to wait, try, it’s not time yet, you’re not ready, and so on in any other forms and meanings.” This is also a very common program — hope, expectation of the future, tomorrow will be better, you just need to be patient a little. The program itself is destructive precisely because it takes a person’s consciousness and focus away from the “here and now” state. A lot of concepts and information are aimed at this future, which, sadly, will never come. One example is the idea to “wait until the Age of Aquarius, and then we will live.” It’s only in really tough situations, like when you’re on the brink of life or death (like in a concentration camp), that looking to the future becomes your sole purpose. In our day-to-day lives, waiting for the future can feel like a constant phantom goal that’s always just out of reach. After all, life is short, and we should all be living in the moment.

— And, of course, if you feel like someone is trying to intimidate you, or they’re using fear or guilt or shame to manipulate you, then that’s a sign that something might be wrong. This could be a story about the idea that “we will all be enslaved by aliens,” “if you eat meat, then you are dirty, you are constantly in low vibrations and cannot awaken,” “we did not have time to awaken by February 2025, we are already late,” or the principle “it is my own fault because I got divorced, wore a short skirt, attracted such people to myself.” There are so many ways these messages can be said that might make you feel these things. It’s important to pay attention to how you’re responding when you hear them and to think about whether they’re really true.

What, then, are the examples or signals when knowledge about the world really sounds in unison, synchronously with you and therefore it corresponds to your truth at the moment. You will immediately feel it if the information:

— fills love and light soul, you read or watch something, and your soul rejoices, as if a connection with the highest within you is awakening,

— creates a feeling integrity, unity “together with everything”, and not division (we are better, they are worse),

— reinforces the feeling here and now, and not a phantom future (we are not ready yet, tomorrow will be better, etc.).

Below is a table for self-diagnosis, to what extent the information of a spiritual, esoteric and even psychological nature that you receive through various channels is consonant with you or not. Every time you read this or that piece of this book or other sources, ask yourself: “How do you feel right now as you read or watch this information?”:

Table No. 1 “Checking for synchronicity”

Take a look at what you feel and think about the message or text. Then, make a decision that feels right for you, following your inner sense of harmony and connection.

We believe that every reader, viewer, and listener should have the right and freedom to enjoy this content however they like. You have the right to freedom of the soul, and you have the right to think and act however you please. No one can take that away from you. It’s something a lot of us would really like to do. We could include the whole system, society, organizations, employers, or even different religious groups. It’s like they’re trying to make you think a certain way, but they’re actually turning off your connection with your soul and your intuition.

The book is here to help you discover the amazing strength and power of your soul. I’m here to help you see your path as it is, using all your resources, which are more than enough to complete it. I know that sometimes it can feel like you don’t have the energy or strength to do anything. But, believe me, when you take it one step at a time and free yourself from everything that’s not really important or just draining your energy, you’ll learn to take care of your source.

We all have our own strengths, and they’re all wonderful things.

Background and Research

“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” (John 1:1).

A word is not just letters combined together, but a semantic code, information. In the research of the famous Russian scientist Pyotr Garyaev It has been proven that Most of the information is contained in DNA of animal, plant and human cells in the form of a wave, DNA, in turn, is capable of perceiving information from speech (determining synonyms and antonyms of word meanings), including emotions.

Pyotr Garyaev also discovered the phenomenon of a “DNA phantom” (essentially an explanation of the etheric body), when after the death of a living being, an “image” of the cell’s DNA is preserved for 40 days, capable of influencing other bodies and fields.

Moreover, thanks to numerous studies and evidence of the influence of sound waves on the body’s cell, the Institute of Linguistic-Wave Genetics is now actively using Garyaev’s matrices to influence the human body at all levels — health, psyche, mood, and so on. Or maybe someone has already tested their effect on themselves.

As an example of the impact of information, speech and speech content on the DNA of cells Pyotr Garyaev cites a beautiful experience with plants of the American breeder Luther Burbank. The scientist took on a cactus in his work, which had long needles, but at the same time it was very tasty and was used as food. For many years he tried to develop a new species, with smaller needles or no needles at all. As a result, he was able to develop a new species thanks to speech. Angry, the scientist began to talk to him. Since speech is a quasi-genetic material, after several generations he got the cactus to remove its needles, and this became an inherited trait. Or Garyaev’s direct experiments with hatched grains of barley and wheat, when, after exposure to speech converted into electromagnetic radiation, they restored the properties of damaged chromosomes.

Another example of a scientific explanation of the phenomena that will be discussed in the book is the influence of words, emotions, that is, any information on water molecules. Water has properties, including the ability to remember information about previous influences, all this was discovered thanks to the research of the Japanese scientist Emoto Masaru.

The scientist conducted experiments that confirm that under the influence of music, emotions and words, water changes its structure, namely the type of molecule. To do this, the scientist placed a glass of ordinary water between two speakers, from which the sounds of certain pieces of music came. After this, the liquid was frozen, which made it possible to subsequently examine under a microscope the order in which the molecule was built from atoms. As a result, under the influence of classical music, beautiful symmetrical crystals are formed in the structure of water molecules.

These crystals and the pattern itself can reflect the characteristics of the music, for example, Masaru identified that Tchaikovsky’s “Swan Lake” contributed to the formation of a structure reminiscent of rays in the form of bird feathers, and Vivaldi’s “Seasons” creates water crystals that convey the beauty of summer, autumn, spring and winter. What is this if not the transfer of the meaning of a piece of music, emotion and its ideas to a water molecule?

As in the works of Garyaev, Masaru Emoto believed that the reason for this is an electromagnetic wave affecting water, essentially vibrations that surround us everywhere, including in the sounds, emotions that we convey, and the meanings of our words.

And of course, one cannot fail to mention V.I. Vernadsky and his concept of the “noosphere”. The information shell of the Earth, the biosphere, which is controlled by man and in turn influences him. Thought is the main force influencing the Earth and humanity and constantly interacting with the natural forces of the planet. The term “noosphere” itself has existed for almost 100 years, originally appearing in the works of the French mathematician and philosopher E. Leroy.

Why am I giving these examples here?

The world is changing so quickly and dramatically that gradually science and spiritual knowledge begin to sound in unison, and not be constant “competitors” for the right to truth.

What has long been described in the Bible, Bhagavad Gita, primary sources of spiritual knowledge, as well as in the research of yoga, qigong and so on, in its own way begins to be the subject of scientific research — in quantum physics, biology, chemistry, psychology.

By starting to dig deep into research (namely, those that explain many phenomena invisible to the eye and previously incomprehensible), you can see this for yourself.

Terms and concepts used in the book

For ease of reading and perception, I will first present the concepts that will appear in the book. Thus, you can determine the conceptual and semantic series used here and check how close it is to you, and put the book down if it ALREADY causes internal resistance. Evaluate based on the principle of synchronicity and consonance:

Soul — A divine spark that descends to Earth, taking on the incarnation in which you are now, which means the entire set of attitudes and personality characteristics, programs, physical features, Ego. Roughly speaking, it’s like a “suit” that the Soul “puts on” itself while on Earth in order to gain certain experience and solve the problem with which it came to Earth.

Higher Self — that aspect of our Soul, a light particle that is as close as possible to the Higher spaces, to God, it is also called the SuperSoul.

Embodiment — the exit of the Soul into living on our planet, into life, into a new experience with the body that was determined. How many of these incarnations there have been or will be, no one knows except the Soul itself and the Absolute. There are many examples where people remember their incarnations, giving accurate data and information about life and themselves in a past life. Just like some children under 7 years old, while their consciousness is not closed by numerous programs, they can catch and remember themselves in past lives.

God, Absolute — the universal source of everything, the creator, light, superpower, which is the root cause of everything. We all strive for His knowledge, although, in essence, we are Him.

Karma — cause-and-effect relationships, when any action, thought or word carries with it a consequence, result, within the framework of the current incarnation or several. This is not just the moral side of actions; if you do a bad thing, you will get the result. Nobody judges us as good or bad. Rather, the natural law of energy, action and reaction, within which our bodies exist.

Angels, Higher powers — The highest guides of God, helping Souls in their endless and complex work within the framework of incarnation. Guiding with their endless love on Earth, to complete lessons in order to return home, to yourself and your Soul, to know God. And of course, they don’t judge us or criticize us for all the experiments we perform, even if we go too deep into them. They just love.

Subtle bodies — energy structures of human bodies that surround him and make up his part. They differ in density and multidimensionality, interact with each other, flowing from one to another, and also affect the human physical body. A similar meaning to the term subtle bodies — our aura, as the energy shell of a person, which is also recorded by electromagnetic devices, parameters such as color, density, and uniformity can also be read.

Chakras — energy channels/portals of a person, connecting him with subtle bodies, carrying certain tasks and information responsible for various aspects of life and manifestation. They are located in the etheric body, like the human energy field, and not on the physical plane directly.

Cleaning — the process of purification at all levels, starting from the physical plane and ending with subtle bodies, the subconscious, and what is hidden. Including cleaning the matter surrounding us. The process necessary to get to your own Soul, to hear its voice. Purity of consciousness is the first condition for contact with your own Soul.

Matrix, matrix structures — a rigid “game” platform that was manifested on Earth for organizing space, people’s lives, and management. It has a certain structure (social systems, egregors), tasks (rules of life and existence in it), prescribed roles (from the president of the country to the hard worker), and a system of punishment for violations. Keeps game participants in negative emotions — fear, guilt, resentment, shame. Initially, it does not allow the Soul to manifest itself if it is strongly tied to the matrix, because its task is to retain players, receive energy, resources, and continue its existence as long as possible.

Egregors — any social structure united by one idea or thought. It doesn’t matter whether the participants gather in person or this idea manifests itself remotely, online. It also makes no difference how many followers he has, although the strength of the egregor depends on its volume and the players’ involvement in it. From very weak ones (chess club) to super-powerful egregors (state or religious institute).

3d, 4d, 5d dimensions (d-dimensions) — different levels of play, manifestations in the Universe. From the denser and tougher (3d matrix), based on the rough principles of survival, violence, lack of freedom and the imposition of principles and rules, to the freer, creative, multidimensional (5d), where the principles of working with energy and thought, absolute abundance, the formation of reality from the state and the very act of creation, as the incredible freedom of the Soul, are manifested.

Fireflies — bright Souls who are actively cognizing themselves, having awakened or on the way to awakening. Looking for answers. Tired or having played enough of illusory games, material reality. Trying or already living life from the heart. In fact, the division of light or dark is arbitrary and is not related to the assessment of “good or bad.” What is meant is rather the desire to hear the Soul, and not to continue to spin the dark illusion of matrix life, or to be a pawn in the hands of stronger structures.

Dark Night of the Soul — tests of the Soul before awakening and union with God. It feels like separation, breaking the Ego and transformation, ultimately having a healing effect, because this is the only way to wake up.

Chapter 1. The path to yourself and the return of your power through cleansing and harmonization

“There is only one path in life: knowledge. It liberates a person. And the freer he becomes, the greater his significance in the life of the entire Universe, the more significant his work for the common good and the wider the impact of the atmosphere of peace that he carries with him.” (Concordia Antarova “Two lives”).

The topic of contact with oneself, finding oneself, purpose is very relevant and in demand especially now, when people no longer want to fulfill predetermined and assigned roles and functions. If earlier we just “went to the factory”, without really thinking about our purpose, because we lived in a different concept “just to survive without war,” now it’s as if space itself is pushing you: “Look at how many possibilities! You can be anyone. Do what you really want!”

There are many options that make it easier for us to find ourselves. For example, seek help from career guidance when choosing a job, go to a psychologist, take specialized tests to diagnose your destiny, or even immerse yourself in Regression Analysis, the Akashic Chronicles and travel to your own past lives or read scripts written from above. Many courses and methods are flourishing that offer a “magic pill” to find yourself, and you get the feeling that your own destiny can be found and determined by anyone (consultant, master, teacher, etc.) except yourself.

If you look at the topic from this angle, then the constant search for yourself and your task from the outside is just another illusion of matrix reality, which leads away from the true essence of a person, from his Higher Self, what is initially already in us. Like finding a secret ingredient, a magic master, a guide or a specialist who will tell you exactly what you need to do will show you the way. In the rigid structure of the game that previously flourished in our world, and its rules, it was very difficult to hear one’s own voice, because it was constantly interrupted by all sorts of “do it right,” “do as everyone else,” “do what you are told.”

So, the first step is to regain the right to choose, or rather, remember your purpose. No one but you will show you the way. You are the only one who can discover the gifts of the soul that you were born with.

Think about it. You are at your most connected with yourself and your soul during childhood. This is before society and the environment impose restrictions and limitations on you. These restrictions are like new conditions in a game. They are also like functions, roles, tasks, rules, and guidelines. All of these things get put into your mind.

Exercise “Gifts from Childhood”

Remember what you most often liked to do as a child between the ages of 3 and 7?

Imagine pictures from childhood when you were passionate about some activity, for example, arranging dolls in order and teaching them, telling stories or coming up with exciting plots. This internal impulse, the nature of man and the Soul, is very well tracked by states from childhood — inspiration, interest, joy, passion.

By remembering and imagining pictures from childhood, you can even feel and sense these states. And here it is important not to evaluate from the Mind, but to capture the sensations and state themselves. The mind can interfere with your memories, immediately analyze your actions as “stupid, unworthy,” devalue them as “you were doing some kind of nonsense.”

For example, you liked to imagine yourself as a teacher, and the Mind immediately evaluates where this can be used now. And you begin to think that this calling can only be manifested in work at school. From here you immediately deny this thought, resist it. But in fact, teaching talent can be used everywhere, including in the transfer of knowledge — writing books, in scientific work, and so on. Therefore, remembering your childhood hobbies and most favorite activities, do not evaluate them, go for the sensations.

What was my favorite thing to do as a child?

Majority of the techniques and methods used in the search for one’s purpose rely on mental analysis through the compilation of lists and points — skills, what one does best, what one likes to do and what one does not. This is a useful technique, but still it is a reflection of the work of the Mind, and not the voice of the Soul.

The mind, like a constantly working computer, especially if it is “contaminated” with alien programs and settings, generates countless options, doubts, answers and solutions. All of them may turn out to be false and lead you in the other direction from the truth. After all, the task with which the Soul comes is initially inherent inside and you will have to unpack it yourself. By going through feeling, creating contact with yourself, rather than a thinking process.

When describing your talents and skills, you can fall into the trap of the Mind. For example, if you sing and dance very well, based on the list you wrote, you can conclude that dancing and singing are your destiny, which means this is what you need to do all your life. But this is just a field of options. Gifted people are talented in many areas, especially since these skills are interconnected. Control of your body, dancing talents, singing, all this speaks of a well-developed creative component that can be demonstrated in other directions.

The destiny that will be revealed in you at the moment of remembering can turn in an unexpected way, showing your gifts and talents in the most favorable way, which you could not come up with off the top of your head. The answer will come from the heart, the more you hear your own voice, the clearer the understanding of your path will be. While we are in the grip of matrix life, someone else’s game, someone else from the outside will always determine us and our role.

The most amazing thing is that a person who is “pure in consciousness”, hears himself and is free from doubts, external and other people’s programs and stories (successful success, fashion, “everyone does it”), who has mastered his strength and power, is able to automatically, that is, naturally take your path (and everything has its time). This is not a path from the Mind, but rather a process of remembering yourself as you begin to understand where you need to go. The main thing here is not to prevent yourself from hearing the voice of the Soul, not to distort the state of the Mind with doubts, and not to waste your potential on something that does not suit you.

Of course, there are many examples, already initially powerful, “included” in their own game and spark of people (creators and activists, we evaluate them as “high-level” players). People who, from childhood, were clearly defined by their own talent and manifestation, their desire and energy to work in this direction were not overshadowed by any external factors, and even on the contrary, the greater the resistance of the environment, the more clearly their talents manifested themselves, and the energy resources were found to follow their own path. In addition to creators in the arts (music, painting, cinema, writing and many other areas), these can be people in business, entrepreneurs who implement a task beyond their time, in invention, technology. And here I am not talking about those who are very famous for their immense wealth or power, this is a whole other game, and the soul might not even be involved.

Even those people who, at first glance, are invisible to society, do not have worldwide fame and recognition, but clearly follow their own path of talent, skill, potential in any role: being a mother, working with children, helping animals, baking cakes or running a house with love.

Any activity and living can be a manifestation of a person and his Soul, if it comes from an inner call, from the heart.

Manifested and included people, the so-called “fireflies” are already among us, and there are more and more of them. Thus, the destiny of a person and his Soul, oddly enough, can simply be, to experience the joy of daily tasks, to be amazed by the clouds in the sky and to walk in the forest. To do what others cannot do while they are too busy with the illusory game of living, namely to discover the light within themselves and carry this light.

And it would be a mistake to say that there is only one single purpose for life. The Path of the Soul is not one single road, but a multivariate space. Something that is difficult to perceive with our ordinary Mind, accustomed to specific and clear answers. And how important it is to listen and observe, to consider the different options that the heart offers at the current moment. In 3-5-7 years, perhaps this will be a completely different answer and task. For example, now it could be to bring light to your children, revealing their talents and strength (no one but you can do this), and after 7 years — start drawing and embroidering pictures with images of sacred geometry. Trust the heart, and not get attached to the frames and boundaries that our Mind can come up with.

Now absolutely everyone can find their own path, strength and destiny if they have the desire, readiness and, of course, courage. The ability to work, ask questions, turn inward, sometimes go against the flow or system, hearing your own voice.

And it doesn’t matter how old you are, 20-30-40-50, there are no rules or restrictions. Waking up and starting to live your life from the heart is worth it at any age. After all, while we are here on the planet, we are constantly learning and gaining new experiences. This is why we love life.

4 main steps of awakening and reaching your own strength and power

The first step is to think about it. Realize and accept that we can either play someone else’s game or our own

“All sentient beings have the right to freedom.” (Optimus Prime “Transformers”).

Imagine that your life is a quest, a game. In front of you is a computer platform, for example, an analogue of Roblox, you go in and select a game already created by someone and play according to its rules. You are assigned an avatar (body, appearance, costume), roles, functions, limitations and capabilities. There is another option — you can create your own game (as, for example, in the same Roblox Studio), then you yourself determine all your parameters, task, role, rules and path.

Our own game, the path of light (or the Warrior of light), the path from the Soul and heart, and not from the Mind, can absolutely be accessible to us. Realize, feel, accept that, coming to Earth, your soul already knows. It is not initially connected with other people’s games, rules or concepts of “happiness”. It is only your own path that you can discover, remember, discover.

It’s difficult to admit and realize this, as long as we want to play someone else’s game here with someone else’s rules and guidelines. We may just be interested in this game for now, scared to try something different, or just comfortable. There is still strength and desire to continue playing the standard matrix and karmic games “kindergarten-school-college-work-retirement”, “marriage and three children as a mandatory program for living”. While our focus is on external, material desires (car, apartment, cottage, yacht) or pictures of other people (seen from social networks, successful success and repeating the experiences of other people). And here no one will judge you. Everyone needs to go through their own experience, where everyone is at their place and level of play. Let’s be honest, it is unlikely that this book will even fall into the hands of those who have not thought about living life somehow differently.

We come to this awareness and acceptance when we understand that everything old doesn’t work or is no longer interesting. I want to dig deeper, figure out how the world works and find my own place in it.

What is the Matrix?

“Everything is theater, and nothing is theater. We are certain figures, here and there. Now against the background of the stage, now against the transcendental background. But in any case, this is a game.” (Viktor Frankl, “Synchronization at Birkenwald”).

More than 20 years ago, the Wachowski film of the same name with Keanu Reeves appeared, and from that moment on, the idea began to circulate in the information space that our reality is not what it seems to us. The terms “simulation”, “virtual reality” or “parallel realities” appeared more and more often. All this was also well shown in the film “The Thirteenth Floor”, or even examples from the modern movie “Don’t Worry, Darling”. If we perceive the idea itself shallowly, then we can limit ourselves only to the influence of computer technology on our lives or the role of artificial intelligence, up to the capture of our will.

Concepts and ideas appear that there can be many different realities (or branches of realities), and we control them thanks to thought and intention. Various techniques related to the construction of wish cards and affirmations are becoming popular in society. That before you form a reality, you need to voice it or think about it. The very idea that reality can be influenced is carefully ingrained in our heads and ideas.

But let’s return to the definition of the term “matrix”. Let’s imagine that some force, let it be the “architects” of our planet, developed a template, scheme or rules of the game on planet Earth — a matrix. Such a complex quest with different levels, stages, roles that you can take on and play and, of course, rules of the game that cannot be broken. Any violation of the rules is punishable by the matrix itself.

Appearing on Earth, the Soul, initially free and coming with its own game, gradually, for example, with the help of parents, environment, school, connects to the matrix. Begins to fulfill established roles and orders, and with age acquires knowledge about the rules, regulations, and guidelines of this game.

The structures that provide order and the vital activity of this game as a whole are numerous egregors (more about egregors in Chapter 6). Each egregor also creates its own rules, for example, in an institute, in a school, in a state, in a factory, in a family, in a bank, in a store, and so on. These numerous formations, like honeycombs in a common hive, add their own rules and make a controlling contribution to the overall matrix game.

While a person plays this game, not realizing that he is in it, essentially existing by inertia, in a sleeping state, he is completely under the control of this game (just like the bodies located in separate cells with a solution connected to a virtual matrix in the film of the same name). She controls and binds participants with the help of strong emotional states — fear, guilt, shame, resentment, and on this she keeps the majority from realizing and waking up.

A typical matrix life can be reminiscent of a squirrel running endlessly in circles — from work to home and back. Please note that as long as the matrix is strong, corresponding value systems are introduced into society, for example, “build a house, plant a tree, give birth to a son,” that is, everything that indicates recommendations for what should and should not be done while you are alive.

The Matrix can punish and take away everything, for example, from those who actively and openly fight against it, resistance, revolutionaries, etc. Or, give special rewards with individual “goodies”, power and money, to those who do the best job, the so-called “excellent employees” of certain political and corporate structures — egregors. At the same time, the freedom of the Soul is taken away, since in any contract you need to follow the rules and give something to the system.

The structures of the matrix themselves also change over time, some of them become outdated and go into oblivion (for example, the Komsomol in the Soviet Union), some are simply transformed (the same institution of marriage is now completely different from what it was 20 years ago).

At the moment when the standard matrix path “finished school to go to college, to find a job, to buy an apartment… and so on in the same circle” begins to raise questions and a feeling appears that something is wrong here, an understanding of the “artificiality” of this scenario comes. A person begins to think about his own purpose of the Soul, try to get out of established patterns and look for his own. This process is often called — wake up.

The task is not easy, because the system actively resists the exit of its players, imposing many temptations and capturing the airwaves. Taking attention away from the truth to the matrix. Continuing to feed on a person’s negative emotions and swaying him into a reaction of fear or guilt. Pulling the strings, pressing on those pain points — triggers that distract attention. Or test, tempt, offering ever new needs, desires and ambitions.

There is nothing good or bad in the matrix itself or the egregors, it is just the system and its structures. One can only be amazed at how complex it is and marvel at the incredible picture of this game (and how seriously we all play it). But when you begin to realize yourself as a Soul, and not the script that the matrix requires of you, you gradually free yourself from its influence, right up to leaving its basic structures and begin to live your own exciting life.

Where in any case it is necessary to interact with the matrix (after all, sometimes you need to go to the consular, use banking products, renew your passport, and so on), you calmly and consciously follow its rules, without resisting it or criticizing it internally.

Remember and observe the world around you, maybe we have come across various examples of illusoriness, the presence of a clearly defined game, simulation? For example, you can walk down the street and suddenly see in the same place that you have passed numerous times, a new element — a tree, a house, a stump. Or a feeling of deja vu that you have already seen a similar event, environment, situation somewhere. Like the episode with the black cat that appears in the same place twice. Or you meet similar people throughout the day.

For example, during meditations, virtual images of grids (like pixels or a hologram) around our planet periodically appeared before my eyes during meditation. There may also be interesting visual effects of symmetry where it should not be or inexplicable glare during video filming. The main thing is not to start sharply denying all this due to a lack of scientific knowledge and, for example, not to run to have your eyesight checked or do an MRI of the brain. Just watch and notice. And in my dreams, I always try to take off and fly high and periodically come across wires in the sky, of which there are a lot, like “nets that are thrown over our reality.” A metaphor, but still. Maybe you will start to notice such moments from today?

Just think about it or start noticing interesting details now.

I will share an episode from my childhood, where I realized the matrix as something limiting the freedom of the Soul, but then I still did not know and did not understand how it works and, most importantly, why. Then there was the first timid attempt to escape from her.

Like all children, I went to kindergarten full time. It was a standard format typical of the Soviet Union: a strict schedule, certain rules that are best not to be broken. Although I was lucky, I did not encounter or remember the cruelty and coldness of the teachers, and in general the atmosphere of the garden was quite decent. The conditions were comfortable enough not to suffer openly, but at the same time, like many children, I always wanted to get home as soon as possible, to my parents.

And during one of the walks in the yard (I was about 5 years old), when I was running by myself with a ball on the playground, suddenly, like lightning, a thought came to me — the realization: “I am free!” It was as if for a split second I felt like a Soul, connected directly with it and felt how it suddenly and very brightly revealed its light.

I threw the ball high in the air, caught it and did it again and again, while singing some kind of song and melody that I myself came up with: “I am free, I cannot be limited by the rules of the kindergarten or anyone else.”

This was my first vivid experience of knowing the moment “here and now”, freedom and what lies beyond the usual life. The ball that flew high was a metaphor for the Soul for me, which is free, and the “I” is much more than this little girl with the ball.

The shackles I saw were bars, bars of the system — rules, schedules, foundations, norms. Resistance grew inside me and the thought that this whole lattice cannot limit my Soul.

And I decided to test my freedom on myself. I just left the playground and left the kindergarten territory. How could a 5 year old do this, you ask? It turned out very easily, like an invisible person, I went beyond the limits, and no one paid attention to me. Neither security, nor the attention of teachers — nothing stopped me.

Outside the garden — a free life, as I thought at first, I walked and at first enjoyed this freedom, wandering through familiar courtyards, going into shops. There was no way to return home, my parents were at work, and I didn’t have the keys.

It took me about 2 hours to test the boundaries of my freedom. Deciding that for now I had nothing more to do with her, I walked back to the garden and went into my group. The adults were alarmed, presumably, because they were responsible for my safety and life. The parents were called. I remember a conversation at home with my mom and dad. They sat on a chair next to my bed and very calmly, without shouting or hitting, explained to me how scared they were for my life. You understand, right?

Yes, I understand and feel it. But I learned the thought of freedom, thanks to the fact that the light turned on inside, and I felt contact with the Soul. You can’t confuse it with anything. Now I know this taste that I have been looking for throughout my entire life.

The second step, direct cleansing and harmonization of your state, layers of consciousness and subconscious

“Therefore, if anyone is clean from this, he will be a vessel of honor, sanctified and useful to the Master, fit for every good work.” (Bible. New Testament).

The most important step in awakening, because in order to start following your path, you need to cleanse yourself of everything alien and external, what has been planted in us by the matrix for many years: scenarios, thoughts, other people’s emotions, attitudes, values. This does not happen as simply as unplugging the cord from the socket, and now it is the long-awaited freedom. There is a long cleaning process ahead.

First, you cleanse everything alien, then you come to a state of silence and inner peace, and only then do you begin to hear the inner voice of the Soul.

Why can’t you skip this step?

Imagine yourself, you got up at home in the morning, drank coffee and are in complete peace and quiet, tuning in to your state and day. How long will you stay in this state? Will your hand reach for the phone, check the news feed, turn on the TV, or do you want to do the usual hectic things? Even a simple walk through the forest in silence can become a test. While there is a constant dialogue going on inside your Mind, you are caught by numerous “shoulds” and want to urgently start doing something useful in order to achieve successful success, like a famous blogger from social networks. Just try it, check it for yourself.

And even in your own creativity, as long as you are caught in the loops of matrix life and have not freed yourself from these shackles, you will constantly be distracted by the background of fears, grievances, and guilt that pop up in your consciousness. Compare what you have done and suffer from a feeling of inferiority, the so-called “imposter syndrome”, constantly looking for confirmation from the outside that you are significant, and your creativity is also worthy of the world. Prove to others that you are worth something. And now any act of the creative process already turns into torment for the creator, rather than a joyful and easy response to inspiration and internal impulse. Or another example when they try to fit creativity into norms and standards, which in itself is absurd.

Or if you start artificially raising the level of energy (kundalini) with the help of various practices and tools (including group ones), tune in immediately to ultra-high vibrations. At first you will feel a surge of energy, but not for long, the effect will then be the opposite and possibly very unpleasant. While our subtle bodies are contaminated with numerous alien programs and scenarios, we simply cannot environmentally pass such a volume of energy through ourselves. Subtle bodies, like chakras, can be blocked, thinned, and polluted. This is precisely why cleansing is needed, in order to bring the body and subtle bodies into balance, and to tune into readiness at all levels.

Do you think it is possible to achieve a state of inner peace and quiet in the situation of a standard matrix life — running to kindergarten in the morning, racing in traffic jams or public transport on the way to the office, then “squirrel in a wheel” in the office during the working day, and in the evening taking additional doping (alcohol, cigarettes, hookah or even worse) just to disconnect from tension and overload?

Very unlikely. Rather impossible.

While your consciousness and subconscious are shrouded in numerous alien programs, matrix tasks, energy, structures, any action, desire and even thought is not YOUR true.

Imagine a computer strategy game or a quest. You are a certain avatar, which, in turn, is controlled by the one who is at the control panel. It seems to your avatar that everything he does in the game is his own will, but in fact, it is only a reflection of the will of another.

In the same way in life, 99% of everything that comes into our head as an impulse, desire, thought is NOT OURS until we have cleared ourselves of other people’s attitudes and scenarios and established contact with ourselves.

This is a complex and long process that only you will have to go through, because by giving someone else the right to work with you, you are giving them the “control panel” — through changes in life and often very painful transformations.

The time and speed of this process, cleansing, development of awareness and harmonization is always individual, you should not focus on others. Everything depends on our own experience of the Soul, on the internal speed of work, and on how much unnecessary and alien we have picked up during our lives.

It is at this stage, or even earlier, just approaching it, that the most complex and difficult test occurs, the test, the so-called Dark Night of the Soul. How steadfastly a person goes through all the difficulties, transformations and events depends on whether he will move on to the next stage or again return back to the level of illusion, matrix races and alien programs, because they are more familiar and understandable. But it is important to know that no one evaluates us, and everyone has this right to their own experience. Even our mistakes teach us important lessons. They are valuable because they are mistakes only for us, and from a distance, they are simply part of the path.

For everyone, these trials can manifest themselves in different ways: bankruptcy and financial difficulties, loneliness, divorce, serious illness or injury, death of loved ones, moving and complete reset of life. There are no easy checks. But you shouldn’t be afraid or wait for them. After all, the stronger the Soul, the more difficult tests it can pass, and that means it can definitely do everything.

You ask: “Is it possible to somehow make it easier? Why not without destruction?”

The fact is that the entire illusory life that was built from our Ego, other people’s attitudes and settings cannot be turned off simply by clicking a button. This is always a painful process, because everything to which we were so strongly attached, matters and most importantly — our images and ideas about ourselves, will hold us to the last. Pain manifests itself precisely in our Ego. The ego suffers terribly when faced with the destruction of its attitudes that we are not a status, profession or ambition, or an image implanted by our mother in childhood.

Habitual models of perceiving the world and actions change and transform only through destruction and nullification. For some more, for others less, depending on how many illusions we have acquired throughout our lives and how easily we can say goodbye to them.

But the most amazing thing is that, having had enough of matrix life, you no longer want to go back to it. The whole secret is in the state. If, at least for a moment, you were able to feel contact with your Soul, closeness with yourself, feel calm, balance and lightness, then you will strive for this state throughout your life.

The third step is when you finally begin to feel yourself, regain your strength, discover your inner light and resources

“What defines a transformer is not the cog in its chest, but the spark that resides in their core. The spark that gives you the will to make your world better.” (Optimus Prime Transformers: One)

The more clean it is inside and outside, the easier it is to access your own resources and power. Only by throwing away all the outer layers can you finally reach the core, your essence. This is a source of energy and understanding of your Divine spark, something that is given as talent, foundation, support, your potential.

And here it is very important to continue to keep your own “space” clean, and, of course, continue to increase the amount of energy. At the same time, maintaining awareness and observation, a curious feeling appears as if you yourself are behind the toggle switch when you decide when and what to shift your attention to, and not that constantly twitchy state when you are controlled by news, external events, problems, manipulations or something else from the outside.

At this stage there may be moments of inaction, but you should not be afraid of them. Initially, it may seem that nothing is happening externally, but inside, a different state comes — calm, silence. There is no more fuss and numerous actions aimed at nothing, as well as empty chatter and conversations, including the constant chewing of the Mind.

By turning to your own internal resources, you begin to feel what you really want to express from your Soul — create, write, invent, draw, improve. And you no longer need to rush around in doubt or fuss about what you should or shouldn’t do, ask for advice or help, and find out how to do it right. You have made contact with yourself.

You are calm, confident in your strength, you know what you really need or not. Even if nothing happens outside, you know how to be inactive, at peace, and not trying to urgently come up with things to do and occupy your hands and Mind. Do not run somewhere with incomprehensible activity or invent yet another suffering for the Mind or force events. If there is no person nearby with whom you can share and communicate, you are calm because you know how to be alone.

You’re literally starting to synchronize with space surrounding you, notice clues. Events may begin to occur that unfold as favorably as possible, as if by magic, decisions, people, and results are found. Lightness and joy becomes the main feeling in living life.

By tuning into your Soul, living with your heart, you begin to observe the help of your Higher Powers. As a result of this step, something like this is created around you. a space that is most favorable and joyful for you — place of residence, environment, house or apartment, people, nearby nature, and so on.

And finally, the fourth step, when we just go and don’t interfere with ourselves manifesting ourselves

“Sometimes, there’s so much beauty in the world — I feel like I can’t take it, like my heart is just going to cave in.” (Ricky Fitz, “American Beauty”).

This is the path of action and manifestation. An idea comes, to do a project, write a book, create interiors, conduct consultations, at the same time circumstances and space develop, you begin to manifest yourself, take and take the necessary action. You have enough energy to realize what you want. Your potential is revealed and works for you, here and now.

Every day you tune in to yourself, observe your states, feel the support of the Higher Powers and move forward in a disciplined manner, without fears, doubts, or fuss. You already know that you can work through any difficult situation inside, cope with the emotions that arise, overload or testing.

The day is lived with maximum joy and tranquility. You carry out your actions based on the dictates of the Soul, create your life, give your contribution to people and the world.

There is no more judging of important or unimportant matters. Does the whole world know about your work, or is your work invisible, hidden from the majority, but no less valuable? Here, perhaps, the support of the same includes people, kindred Souls, a space of like-minded people can be created around you. But even if you walk your path alone, your light will be seen by those who need it at the moment.

For convenience, the stages are visually presented below (see Figure No. 1 from bottom to top in a spiral), and it should be understood that any path is individual, do not get attached to rules and regulations and even this scheme. Observe your own process. Like any development, this is not a linear process, but one that moves in a spiral; on the one hand, it seems that we are moving in the same circle, but if you look at it from the other side, then this is an upward movement.

Each stage will have its own difficulties and trials, especially difficult during and after the cleansing stage, since you have to fight with the most old and familiar patterns, scenarios, as well as social expectations. But gradually, as soon as you listen to your Soul, defend your selfhood and position more steadfastly. And even if negative emotions or programs appear inside, it will be easier to diagnose and cope with them.

Help from Higher Powers

The process of transformation is always difficult, it is truly the Path.

During this journey, sometimes it will seem that you are completely alone in this world, there is no one who would understand and help you. In the darkest moments of transformation and awakening (the so-called “Dark Night of the Soul”, see Chapter 8), this state will be felt especially acutely. But the more support and helpers you lose outside, the more resources open up inside, the supports become internal. The more contact you open with yourself, the more and more easily you feel the invisible support of the Higher Powers.

This support comes to us especially amazingly from the Angelic spaces. Perhaps as a child, you felt the presence of your Guardian Angels, who took you away from trouble or supported you. With age, this feeling is forgotten. But the more you return to yourself, the stronger this connection and support of your Higher Powers begins to be felt.

These are subtle, light sensations, literally at your fingertips, there can be many examples, here I have described only a few of them:

— you constantly notice synchronicity in time and numbers around (11:11 on a clock, telephone, repeating numbers on buildings, cars, checks, in general, when you observe beautiful symmetrical combinations of numbers, and this is often repeated),

— at the level of sensations, you feel a light touch, literally on the hairs on your skin, warm, pleasant, which feels like incredible support and love, this can happen in those moments when you need this support and ask for help,

— you easily find the answer to your question, for example, by picking up a book, you open the page to the quote, phrase or topic that you need, in the same way, seemingly by chance, you find books in the library that are waiting for you, and that is exactly what you need for tips in daily affairs,

— you “as if by chance” find the film that gives the desired answer and support as you are ready to hear and receive it,

— the necessary information or people come to you with answers to your questions. Conductors of answers and information can be anyone and anything, even advertising posters, signs on houses or inscriptions on packages.

— you begin to notice interesting details around, especially in the sky, the combination of shapes of trees, grass, and surrounding elements of nature. For example, if you pay attention to the clouds, you will see bizarre images of angelic aspects: wings, a whale, a heart, a smile, a rainbow. Everyone will see something different. The most amazing thing is that in moments of change you will begin to pay more attention to the sky, and it will open up for you in a special way.

There are books that allow you to access them at a certain time and hour. If you are not ready, the book will not be read, no matter how hard you try, with willpower or perseverance. It will feel like you are looking at a book, but the thought constantly flies away, you cannot understand or realize the words, meanings, phrases. Irritation and anger may arise. But everything has its time. Books that are especially important in depth and content are revealed to you as you are ready and aware.

At one time, “Two Lives” by Concordia Antarova became such a book for me. I took my first approach to it back in 2020, when I was just starting my Reiki practice. I was able to get through about 20 chapters of the first book, but I was periodically irritated. All the dialogues and relationships in the book seemed cloying, unnatural to me, as if from the series “I don’t believe it…”, although the reason was only in my condition. And I gave up this attempt.

After 5 years, this book found me again, at the moment of a global reset. She came to me so on time, it was like magic. This book, mystical in nature, answered the questions that I had before reading it, and when I started reading the next pages before going to bed, I literally immediately found the answer for myself.

You can absolutely naturally ask to what extent everything that we see and notice in these small details and clues is fictitious, a figment of our imagination, or even worse, the dictates of the will of other lower energies. In fact, the answer lies on the surface — wherever it is an easy answer that comes by itself, does not scream, does not force you to break your will, experience some kind of irresistible craving or desire — this is an Angelic touch, help and tips from the Higher powers.

Violent imagination or the Mind can come up with the most complex designs and even draw some kind of image, but all this will be just a phantom. Likewise, an irresistible craving or attraction, a desire that comes from somewhere incomprehensible, is also a story from attachments of a different kind. It seems to us that we must see a very bright picture before our eyes or experience a vivid desire and need in order to understand what the Higher Powers want from us, where they are directing us. But most often it is a source of a different nature. Angelic touches, whatever they may be, are always light, like a breath of breeze, without pressure, without force, without persistence. Without hearing or not accepting some answer or hint right now, there will be no further persistent attempts and signals. This means there will be a willingness and opportunity to hear at another time.

2 episodes from my life when I absolutely felt the presence of my Guardian Angels.

Episode one: I’m about six months old, I can’t walk steadily yet, but I can crawl everywhere and get to my feet by holding onto a table, cabinets or other things. I am very active and lively, I constantly want to explore this world, open new drawers, tables, move things, drop them and watch them fall or move. At one such moment, I stood up and held on to the huge TV that stood on the table with my hands, and then hung tightly on it, so that it fell right on me. Those who came across the technology of the 80s remember that in those days televisions were completely different — they were not thin screens and light surfaces, but a massive thing that, if desired, could hit and hit an adult, and even crush a child of that age to death or injury.

This situation was observed by my older brother, who did not have time to quickly react to the fall, but experienced a state of shock. The support of the Higher Powers manifested itself in such a way that when the TV fell, and there was also a tape recorder on top of it, first it fell, away from me, and then the TV, falling, pressed itself against the fallen tape recorder, leaving a free niche in which little me lay. All this took a matter of seconds, and it didn’t bother me at all. It was a miracle that was observed by my brother and my mother, who quickly ran to me. My brother immediately realized and told my mother that this was a real example of the support of my Guardian Angel, who miraculously saved me from trouble.

The second episode is about a maniac in the hall, and how I escaped from him. I was in elementary school and returning home. In our house, the elevator part was separated from the landing, and I had to climb the stairs, and this is always a dark, dirty and closed part of the house, since it was not always possible to use the elevator. Rising to my floor, out of the corner of my eye I see a man approaching me and starting a conversation. Something from the series “girl, where do you live, would you like to star in a commercial, I’m filming a commercial, let’s come up to you.” And despite what he said, internally I felt danger and something unpleasant coming from him. However, during the conversation he was having, a feeling of shame and guilt awoke in me, I began to be embarrassed to object to him, because “it is indecent to be rude to adults,” the so-called good girl syndrome.

But at some point, like an internal flash and an impulse to “run,” I go downstairs, try to run out of the entrance, he blocks the exit for me with his body, but despite the difference in weight categories, I literally pick up some incredible force and demolish him. He falls and I manage to escape.

In such events on the brink, you feel real support from your Higher powers. But it is important to learn to see and feel it during everyday life. Such a “touch” of Angelic energy and your Higher Self is always a great blessing and can be expressed in anything, even in a package flying in the wind or birdsong.

Indicators of connection with the Soul

How do you understand that you already live from the heart and feel the Soul? That you have passed the most difficult levels of cleansing?

The most obvious and clear indicator is joy and feeling of lightness, when everything works out easily, like clockwork and in the best possible way. How often you experience joy during the day, how much you do what fulfills you, without doping or artificial stimulants. How happy are you with the space around you? As far as affairs and situations are formed in such a way that even the Mind could not come up with a more favorable outcome, the right people, ideas, impulses, acquaintances come. You can remember this feeling, for example, from childhood or in a state of inspiration, when you are maximally synchronized with space and reality, everything turns out easily and there is peace and confidence inside that everything is going as it should.

This does not mean at all that you no longer experience negative emotions and moments of sadness. Our Mind and Ego remain with us and do not hide anywhere while we live on Earth, in society, interact with other people, solve everyday problems, and are not in solitude in a closed ashram. The difference is how you react to them, how you work it out for yourself. How much joy prevails in your state, despite all external events and situations. How do you get through them, do you start to reproach yourself for the sadness or anger that has appeared, or do you experience acceptance and recognition of yourself and your feelings and emotions in the moment now.

Exercise “Check for joy”

Try to look at your day from the point of view of your state and think about what during the day caused joy, inspiration, lightness? What percentage of such moments occur during the day?

Chapter 2. Structure of human subtle bodies

“The bodies of people at different levels of development only externally consist of the same matter. In reality, they are formed by different chemical elements with resistance corresponding to the level of development of their spirit” (Elizabeth Heich “Dedication”).

This book is dedicated specifically to the stage of purification and harmonization, the so-called cleansing, before finding contact with yourself, hearing and understanding your voice of the Soul.

To understand exactly how cleansing and harmonization of the state occurs, let’s first understand how a person works from the point of view of energies. What exactly needs to be cleaned and balanced?

There is a concept of the physical body and subtle bodies of a person, which make up the layers of the subconscious, and also fall into the conscious part of the personality if we are aware of them. With the physical body, everything is more or less clear, although we cannot be aware of everything that is in the physical body. Many blocks in the body, excessive tension, the state of internal organs are hidden in our subconscious. Subtle bodies are something that, at first glance, is invisible, because they are energy and not matter, but nevertheless exist (like air, for example, which is around us, but we cannot see it).

Man is a complex energy system in which everything is interconnected, our subtle bodies are directly related to physical matter, the body, and vice versa, the physical body, matter affects the state of subtle bodies.

By interacting with each other, people can not only touch with their physical body — take a hand, stroke it, but also influence each other with their subtle bodies. Surely in your experience you have met people, after communicating with them, you felt a surge of energy, lightness, as if you had been charged with an electric current. And vice versa, people seem to suck the energy out of you, after which you feel “squeezed like a lemon.”

Just like with people, we can interact with nature, animals and with such high energies as the Divine. This contact is precisely carried out thanks to our subtle bodies, because physically we cannot always feel or touch an object, but at the level of energy and thought this is possible.

Subtle bodies may be partially present in our past or future if we direct a lot of energy there (as if certain traces of our subtle bodies at different points in time). For example, some acute difficult situations from the past, returning to which, we may even experience pain in the present. Difficult experiences associated with specific people that we will not let go of, and by replaying them over and over again, we continue to experience pain and suffering. Or, conversely, panic attacks are associated with situations in the future, when you are physically in one place, and your Mind has already come up with catastrophic problems, your energy and attention are in the future, which has not yet arrived.

Why is it important for us to know about subtle bodies during the cleansing stage?

If we can wash our hands with soap, we are sure that they are clean. With the subtle bodies of a person, which are invisible to normal vision and can be located in the subconscious, constant and regular cleansing work is needed.

Literally everything: negative emotions, alien scenarios, mental programs and even broken things around us, in one way or another affects the subconscious and our subtle bodies. This in turn creates mental “chewing gum”, rollbacks and depression, a constantly busy Mind, a “clogged” body and blocks, and as a result, illnesses on the physical level.

Therefore, first of all, I will describe the structure of the levels of human bodies. Go from the densest, starting with the physical body and ending with the more subtle ones. Each subtle body is associated with the human chakra system, the chakras are listed by numbers from 1st to 7th from bottom to top (see Figure No. 2), the original names and localization of the chakras are indicated below:

1st chakra — Muladhara, located in the perineum area.

2nd chakra — Svadhisthana, navel area.

3rd chakra — Manipura, solar plexus.

4th chakra — Anahata, heart region.

5th chakra — Vishuddha, throat.

6th chakra — Ajna, middle of the forehead.

7th chakra — Sahasrara, crown of the head.

1. Human physical body

A dense material body. And reality that we see with the naked eye (muscles, skin, sensory organs) or we can feel it in the form of pain or relaxation (in the internal organs). The roughest (because we can touch it) part of our “suit” with which we come into incarnation: body type, skin color, height and weight, amount of hair, pigmentation, and so on. Without accepting our body completely, we constantly go round and round with this program (see Chapter 7) until we work through love, recognition and respect for our own body and organism.

How to feel the physical body?

Any action with our body: movement, stretching, relaxation, causes sensations in some areas, discomfort, pain or pleasant fatigue. It is not difficult to determine the source of pain, for example, a stomach or headache, an itchy leg or a tingling sensation in the side. At the stage of cleansing and transformation, it is very important to carefully observe all the sensations in the body, to feel it, because much that we live hidden in our subconscious blocks bodily sensations, so the more we open up the possibilities of the body, we begin to notice muscle tension, flexibility and strength, the more we establish contact with ourselves.

2. Human etheric body

Ether is an indicator of the movement of energy in the body, the strength and conductivity of energy, which directly affects physical and energetic health.

The etheric body can, if desired and with high sensitivity, be seen at a distance of 1—2 cm from the contours of the human body, for example, in the dark — as if there was a light transparent glow around the body, having tuned in during meditation. It is with the etheric body, but not only that many healers work; various practices are aimed at it, from acupuncture to Reiki. Any physical illness, as well as various serious conditions (depression, hysteria, mental complications) directly affect the etheric body; it can be thinner, distorted by darkening or be heterogeneous. The more energy there is in the body, the energy does not stagnate and flows well, the denser and stronger the etheric body is.

How to feel your etheric body?

Take your palms and rub them together several times, and then clap your hands 4—5 times. You will immediately feel a slight tingling sensation in your hands, warmth in your palms, as if some kind of wave surrounds your palms. Or in the feet, for example, when you stand on the ground. It can be goosebumps, or, on the contrary, a feeling of blockage in some part of the body, or congestion. In my personal sensations, for example, the etheric body is figuratively represented as sea foam, light, airy, enveloping me around me. And someone can imagine a light white smoke; all sensations are absolutely individual.

3. Emotional Human body (astral)

This is where our emotional reactions are located, both situational and emotional programs rooted over the years, for example, from childhood. In terms of distance from the physical body of a person, the emotional body can reach a volume of approximately 10—100 cm. For example, we often observe how a very easily excitable person, in a state of anger or some other hysterical emotions, literally blows everything out of his way and equipment breaks down. When communicating with him, you may experience a strong outflow of energy (for example, you talked with such a person and seemed to lose energy and turn sour), or, on the contrary, when communicating with a person in a state of joy, you seem to have recharged yourself emotionally from him, experiencing inspiration, joy, lightness. This is an example of the influence of the emotional body in contact with other people.

In turn, since it is much more voluminous than, for example, the etheric body, emotions can linger for a long time, as if they were stuck in the body, and there is no way to “digest” them. So it turns out that suppressed or unlived blocked emotions have been sitting inside us for years.

How to feel your emotional body?

It’s very easy and simple for everyone to understand. All our emotions, feelings and sensations from them, both positive and negative. Fear, love, guilt, shame, embarrassment, resentment, anger, sadness. On the physical plane, for example, “butterflies in the stomach,” compression in the body, and tears appear. Each person has their own range of experiences and emotions. In the case when a person has any emotions and their manifestations are blocked, for example, by childhood violence or other difficult situations, it is more difficult to feel contact with the emotional body. But nevertheless it is important to do this. During the cleansing process, all blocked emotions will come to the surface, everything that we have not lived through, suppressed within ourselves, will rise to consciousness. This is a difficult and often very painful path.

4. Mental human body

Our entire information space is in the form of thoughts, ideas, voices in our heads. An even wider body that can occupy a space of up to 2 meters around a person. This is especially noticeable when people who live together for a long time begin to literally “read” each other’s thoughts when one just enters the room or even at a distance. People with a sensitive psyche and, especially, a mental body, have the ability to easily read this or that thought from the space of surrounding people and the information field. It happens that the same brilliant ideas and insights come to several people at the same time in different parts of the planet.

A huge amount of information is actively spinning around us. Reading the news or watching videos, we connect to one channel or another. If you imagine our head as a computer, then the information that is downloaded into us resembles entire complex programs, systems — thought packages.

The mental subtle body is essentially the main refuge of our Ego, which contains the most mental structures. Together they make up entire programs that allow you to respond to life in one way or another. And even create a reality that confirms the current constructions of the Ego. It is useless to fight or deny the Ego; it is the same part and structure of the personality, consciousness and subconscious, like other aspects.

How to feel your mental body?

This is the way we talk to ourselves. It’s like the thoughts in our heads that we can’t ignore. Even when we’re asleep, we have thoughts. Feeling light-headed after a walk in nature or feeling overwhelmed after a difficult class or a long day at work. When you’re physically overwhelmed and your mind keeps replaying the same thoughts over and over, it can cause physical pain, like a headache.

5. Causal (karmic) body